Imagine a King loving you. Imagine a High God loving you. How cool will it be right? Imagine a God, who have powers, does miracles, loving a normal human being like you, how awesome, right? More then that, imagine a King of the nation dying for you, awesome or what?! A King is not supposed to die right? But the King did it. Not just any ordinary King, Its the King of all the kings on earth. But today, Imagine no more. Jesus the King, a God, He loves you so much that died for you. In modern days time, Its like, Obama loving you. Shocked? Its way beyond that!

I serve a risen Savior. He is in the world today.

I know that He is living. whatever men may say.

I see His hand of mercy,I hear His voice of cheer.

And just the time I need Him, He is always near.

Chorus

Jesus Christ i love You. I had always loved You without fail. 

Jesus Christ i love You. I had always loved You without fail. 

Jesus Christ i love You. I had always loved You without fail. 

Jesus Christ i love You. I had always loved You without fail. 

Bridge 

You are my God, my only One.

You are my Saviour. No one else.

You got me out of my addictions.

You have saved me from temptation.

Clinging to the Cross, I bow to You.

Jesus Christ the mighty Lord.  

**Back to Chorus** 

There you go. The song i wrote for God. I believe that this is my calling from God. My anointing. 

A little boy of thirteen, was on his way to school. He heard a crowd of people laughing and he went to take a look. Thousands were listening, to the story of one Man. He spoke with such wisdom, even the kids could understand. Everyone was hungry and there was no food in sight. The boy looked in his lunch box, at the little that he had. He wasn't sure what good it'd would do. There were thousands to be fed. But he saw the twinkling eyes of Jesus,the kindness in His smile. The boy cried out, take my 5 loaves and 2 fishes do with it as You will. I surrender. Take my fears and inhibitions. All my burden, my ambition. You can use it all. To feed them all. 

Jesus I love You. I love You more than anything and everything i have and i know. You are the One who died to save my life. You are my Lord and Savior I know. I will glorify You for who You are. 

Christ my Lord, and my first love †

I will make sacrifices for Jesus. There is a Solu†ion to everything. 

I really really don't wanna live anymore. Family is a disaster. 

God, do you still love me, Why, why God, put me in such a bad bad situation. I am crying like crazy now. God, answer me. Do you still love me. Why? Why God?

I don't wanna live anymore. I swear. This is the last time that you will ever see me. 

High low people. Today reached church at around 10a.m. Pretty early because went to help out with the obstacle course for zone f games. Pretty cool. Especially the swinging thing. Super fun,but super dangerous. Kokjak kept slacking! LOL. Then make cute little Benny "angry". Then Kokjak felt bad. Helped Benny. Benny is very cute. Even though he is 14. Ladies man. Haha. The moment i told Kokjak,:"Oi, i go down buy food,anything call me." EVERYBODY ran to me told me to buy food. Haha. Went down. Bought food, Went up. Eat eat. Helped. Briefing with Joyce. Told us what to do. Then went down waited. Then the game starts. I took the first team. Long story short, Jing heng's and Nicolas Luo's was the fastest. Super fast. Jealous of our games? Come to our church! Haha.

Enough talking about Ninja warrior. After service, went marina square with zone f. Okay. Wanna hear a funny story what Yili and gang did to me? 

Okay. I eating halfway right, Yili called me to his table. He told me stand in front of the table. Then i heard. "1,2,3" After that, they shout, SUP! Scared until me like crazy. After eating went to macdonalds. Dominic told us to do another flash mob. Super fun. Yet super funny. Haha. After that hanged out. Went back church.

At church slacked for awhile. Jessica said i sounded like a girl. Sadden.LOL. Then had quiet time. I really cannot do quiet time. Really can't. I will have the urge to laugh. At that time, ALMOST laughed. I bear my laughter. Haha. Don't ask. After quiet time,another quiet time with B1. I cannot take it already. Very cold. Very sleepy. I slacked outside. Watch Pastor Lia sang. Really good. Really really funny too. She was like choosing whether to use what key. She sing e flat suddenly sing, "E FLAT IS THE BEST KEY EVER!" Sing leh! Haha. Really really funny. After that, went home. Saw baosheng they all at bus stop. Took bus 76 home. Baosheng they all went down first. Me and Priscilla still taking. Then another funny thing happened. Because i accidentally stepped this guy's foot. I like said sorry to him ah. Then me and Pris got down the same stop. Then she ask me:

Priscilla:"You know that guy ah?"

Me:"No? Why?"

Priscilla:"Then why you say hi to him"

Me:"No, i stepped his foot."

Priscilla:"HAHAHAHAHAHA"

Bye guys. 

Hello people! Today was fun. Had xrave. Super fun! Water soccer. AMAZING. Keep slipping. Wet like crazy. I'm too tired to talk about xrave. After xrave, Slacked at the reception. Accepting "calls" from the people coming in was fun. "Welcome to Heart of God church,may I know who is this?" Haha. Super fun. Slacked a while then went down kfc to find Cass, weiling, wenqi and the other girl. Wa lao! Super funny!

Got this indian couple with 2 kids. They ordering food ah. Took them like half an hour sia. Super funny. Cass want to buy drink. She went out. You know what she saw? The 2 kids shoe.HAHAHAHAHAHA. They like return home like that. DAMN FUNNY. LOLOLOLLLLWTFFFOLOLOLOBQQ. 

Anyways. Still choosing song for SOW. Very nervous. Hope can get through the audition. 

Tomorrow need to reach church by 8a.m. Wa lao. I'm on IC for ninja warrior. Scared cannot wake up only. 

Byebyebyebyebyebyebyebyebyebyebyebye.

Hey people. So yeah. Got another piercing yesterday. But this time. Ouch. Haha. Saving up money. Getting a Lip Piercing next year. Boo. Long time. Really long time. Anyways. I am still choosing songs for School of Worship audition. Very hard to choose. Praise song is NOT gonna be Parachute's. I will die. But worship it WILL be Parachute's.Haha. Wish me luck! 

Tomorrow's xrave. Gonna be really really fun. Haha. But before that, gonna go orchard with Benjamin to do some charity! We are going to meet the two crazy numbnuts! Mike and Hutch. I'm gonna kiss mike for $2, Hutch for $5. Anyone interested? LOL. "Cause Mike's a cheap hoe" - Hutch.

Anything more to say? Hmm..... Nope! 

Bye!

Hi guys. Bad mood and very anxious now. Ah! I am damn super anxious. Okay. Lets not talk about church. 

Okay. After church, Went macdonalds buy food. When reaching my void deck, saw this malay guy. He was figuring out where to go. I asked me. "Er, excuse me. You know how to walk to jurong from here? I was like,"WALK?" Then he told me how he was pickpocketed. Damn sad! He told me his story and such. Then he was limbing! WA LAO :( Shouldn't have bought macdonalds. FML! :( Then i would have give ALL my money to him. FML FML FML FML. Its all my fault. AHH! :( :( :( FML. Now i don't know how he is doing. God bless him. Lets pray for him shall we friends?

I'm so useless. All i can do is pray pray and pray. 

High low. Today woke up at 1.30. Yeah. Pretty late. Getting ready for church. So, I was almost late. Cabbed to church. Reached church, Already started Worshipping. Ask yaohui to help me find baosheng. After that pastor talked about men. Invited Jiaxian, Junzhou, Cedric and the guitar guy on stage. Pastor how talked to them. After that he preached. After service, Went home. 

Feel super strange going home at 6p.m. Because i always go home at 12a.m.

Bye bye readers. 

Today, was painful. Yup. We had xrave! That stupid buddy walker game is pissing me off. When i was running halfway, Gravity failed me. The sandbag tilt to my right,I flew, fell , slide and banged the wall. Ouch. Stupid game. Xrave is too long to explain. After Xrave, rested and hanged out. Yeah. Who knows Ivan appears out of nowhere to talk to me. Nevermind. He talk to me about a lot of things. Yup. The one thing really changed my emotions around right, When he said, "Just want to say that i love you and i care for you." And he said something that really really puts a smile on my face. He said,"You are in Heart of God church for a reason. You will be our HOGC OMEGA. And i was like, Shit. Serious? I smiled like crazy. I guessed another of God's miracle has came true. Wow. 

To:Yueling

Hi. I wanted to say sorry. I'm really sorry for using foul language at you. And blaming you for everything. Yeah. Its my fault. I shouldn't get pissed of about it. I'm sorry. I'm really really really am. Hallelujah. 

There. Apology letter. Problem solved. No more hugging and those mushy stuff. Thank God. Hallelujah. 

Oh, I'm never gonna leave church. NEVER. EVER. 

Well i guess, Still have plenty of follow-up lessons! 

So close to being a worship leader. Omega, Wait for me. 

Bye readers. 

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